★ Entry |
About |
Credit★
bismillah.
to all dearest reader, i would like to talk about what im feel right now. please. im not like every single girl out there. didn't mean im the good one. but i try to be good, muslimah. i try to act like nothing happens. i always ignore my feeling. im not the type who love to persuade a boy. im not the type who love to express my feeling, like "i love you" "imiss you" or something like that. NO
im not like that. oh man. please lah. im kind of "merajuk kepe" "hm". ego. that me, i dont care what people said to me. they always said that my ego are to high. that is for my own benefit too. aku jenis tak suka keluar rumah. something like, bila lelaki ajak aku keluar, aku sedaya upaya bagi alasan. sampai kawan aku cakap "kau ni kalau dia ajak keluar selalu je bagi alasan, pergi jelah". heh what if something happen to me? siapa nak tanggung? siapa nak jawab?
lagi aku sakit hati, not easy to be me, im always keep my own secret. but not at all. what? dania, taisah, qila, always with me no doubt.
aku cepat bosan. tolong lah. aku rasa nak merayu je sekarang ni. aku tak suka mainkan perasaan orang. even aku rasa aku ni jahat. memang jahat sangat. im too cruel. aku tak lembut. aku tak boleh nak buat semua orang bahagia. habis tu? siapa nak bahagiakan diri sendiri? Allah always with me.
nahh aku cuba jaga batas pergaulan aku. aku tak suka lelaki yang suka amek kesempatan dalam kesempitan. haih im tired all of this
Older post / Newer post
bismillah.
to all dearest reader, i would like to talk about what im feel right now. please. im not like every single girl out there. didn't mean im the good one. but i try to be good, muslimah. i try to act like nothing happens. i always ignore my feeling. im not the type who love to persuade a boy. im not the type who love to express my feeling, like "i love you" "imiss you" or something like that. NO
im not like that. oh man. please lah. im kind of "merajuk kepe" "hm". ego. that me, i dont care what people said to me. they always said that my ego are to high. that is for my own benefit too. aku jenis tak suka keluar rumah. something like, bila lelaki ajak aku keluar, aku sedaya upaya bagi alasan. sampai kawan aku cakap "kau ni kalau dia ajak keluar selalu je bagi alasan, pergi jelah". heh what if something happen to me? siapa nak tanggung? siapa nak jawab?
lagi aku sakit hati, not easy to be me, im always keep my own secret. but not at all. what? dania, taisah, qila, always with me no doubt.
aku cepat bosan. tolong lah. aku rasa nak merayu je sekarang ni. aku tak suka mainkan perasaan orang. even aku rasa aku ni jahat. memang jahat sangat. im too cruel. aku tak lembut. aku tak boleh nak buat semua orang bahagia. habis tu? siapa nak bahagiakan diri sendiri? Allah always with me.
nahh aku cuba jaga batas pergaulan aku. aku tak suka lelaki yang suka amek kesempatan dalam kesempitan. haih im tired all of this
Older post / Newer post
