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HONESTLY. i dont understand with my own heart. i dont understand with my own feelings. i dont understand with myself. when im bored im looking for someone else. when im in trouble i find him. i was very cruel. very cruel. sometimes I miss him. sometimes I hate him. sometimes I love him. sometimes I dont want to miss him. old memories make me hate men. who knew. 2 years ago i were left alone. haha i dont care actually. but my heart totally hurt. harapan aku musnah. dulu cinta monyet. aku benci waktu duu. about 1 years i take time to move on. but when i accept one of this boy, my heart broke for a second time. im tired, i will never accept anyone again. but my heart need some love. its sound very funny. zaimmul never leave me, but i always leave him. because i hate men till now. tears is my friends for everyday. i always pray to Allah and please take care of my heart. i cant control it myself. i need someone, who can understand me. now day every time, every day i regretted with all what have i done. aku bagi harapan kat orang. all of them. ego aku tebal sangat. aku pon tak mampu nak buang. aku dah penat dengan hidup aku yang sekarang.
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myself
HONESTLY. i dont understand with my own heart. i dont understand with my own feelings. i dont understand with myself. when im bored im looking for someone else. when im in trouble i find him. i was very cruel. very cruel. sometimes I miss him. sometimes I hate him. sometimes I love him. sometimes I dont want to miss him. old memories make me hate men. who knew. 2 years ago i were left alone. haha i dont care actually. but my heart totally hurt. harapan aku musnah. dulu cinta monyet. aku benci waktu duu. about 1 years i take time to move on. but when i accept one of this boy, my heart broke for a second time. im tired, i will never accept anyone again. but my heart need some love. its sound very funny. zaimmul never leave me, but i always leave him. because i hate men till now. tears is my friends for everyday. i always pray to Allah and please take care of my heart. i cant control it myself. i need someone, who can understand me. now day every time, every day i regretted with all what have i done. aku bagi harapan kat orang. all of them. ego aku tebal sangat. aku pon tak mampu nak buang. aku dah penat dengan hidup aku yang sekarang.
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